Dream About Me

summertime

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 17:21:14 GMT

its summertime and the livin is easy! lol maybe not easy, but w/e. im doing great though so thats all that counts. later!

Love Sucks

Tue, 24 May 2005 03:47:16 GMT

so today was a horrible day. if you dont know, me and kevin broke up. for reasons i am still not sure of. kind of out of no where and doesnt really make sense so i have a really big feeling that hes not being totally honest with me but w/e. its hard to sit here and not cry but for some reaosn im somwhat succeeding. yah i have tears but im not going insane right now (right now being key yet most likely i will lay down and try to go to sleep and end up falling asleep after crying a million tears) everyone, friends, coworkers, just everyone keeps telling me that im too nice and i can do so much better and hes stupid and everything. its hard cuz i know i could do better but what if i dont want to do better? idk. everythings relaly confusing right now and i wish i could put words to everything going on in my mind at the moment but i cant. all i can do is cry. i feel helpless to my tears. i know a year from now this may not matter but right now, its everything. i will keep a smile though. i wont let him know what he has done to me. i wont give him that power. if he "loves" me the way he says then he'll come around and realize that he lost something great. (notice the quotation for love) i dont even think i believe in love anymore. LOVE=PAIN and PAIN=TEARS and TEARS SUCK! therefore LOVE SUCKS! w/e i have great friends and im just going to be a good friend to them and try to deal with this. ill give it 2 weeks. im sure he'll end up missing me and maybe then i can turn him down. the thing that scares me the most though is the fact that maybe he wont want me back and wont miss me. then it would be as if i was nothing. this feeling haunts my mind and of course tears start flowing. "i gotta take it though its heartbreaking" -(frankie j- how to deal) im out, cant do this anymore. going to attempt to sleep.

Thu, 19 May 2005 23:35:54 GMT

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Thu, 19 May 2005 23:32:09 GMT

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 60%

Sloth: 40%

Gluttony: 0%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths.

How Sinful Are You?

scars remind us that the past is real...

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 04:33:42 GMT

just found out horrible news about a friend today. (she will remain nameless) i love her and what happenned should never have happened, to her of all people. i dont even know what to write because i am so angry right now. he will pay, i swear it sweeite. he will get it! "my weakness is that i care too much" about you and that is why i am holding back from action by the authority. i cant believe this, its still a shock. i love you and will help you through this in whatever way i can. i love you! i love you! I LOVE YOU!!! i know that wont take back what has happenned but i hope it serves as some comfort. *kisses and hugs*

ugh...

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 18:26:15 GMT

have a lot of spring break work to do and havent even looked at it *sighs* ugh teachers suck the big one!

Update

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 23:30:29 GMT

Works going good. Im dating a coworker actually which is pretty fun. His names Kevin and hes amazing <33 Im actually really happy with how my life is going right now. (Even though I have to admit I miss him- not referring to Kevin- every once in a while) However, hes out of the picture. As long as I have his friendship, and to my knowledge I do, Im fine. No pain here =)

Well, within the timespan of the previous entry to this one, I have turned 17 *smiles* So now I can buy a rated R movie ticket!!!! Can you see the sarcasm? *sighs*

Spring Break is soon and I will be working a lot to get that money...I love getting paychecks. Definetly, the highlight of every other Friday (including this one)

I Love Everyone! *kisses and hugs*

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 04:59:40 GMT

havent updated in a while. heres some highlights:

- started my job at bed bath and beyond. i love it!!!!

- im still in love with the same guy and i think things are going well with that (think is the keyword)

- my birthday is in 2 days. ill be 17

i guess thats it. love you all!

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 23:07:15 GMT

hey i got a MySpace account. MySpace if you have an account w/ them, feel free to add me. if you dont then feel free to look at my profile just dont expect to do much. you cant post comments or anything unless you have an account and are labled as a "friend". heh so much better than livejournal. ill update though just not as much. later

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 05:12:48 GMT

i love someone, maybe its you? lol

big baller- lol adam :P

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 22:07:28 GMT

so i went for my 2nd interview today at bed bath and beyond. took a 98 question survey and was scrutinized by this one guy tom about my hours and school etc. *sighs* well who cares about the details all thats important is that i am now currently employed as a cashier at bed bath and beyond. *smiles* tomorrow after school i have to go get a drug test and theyre going to call me when the next training session is. im very excited, cannot wait! when i start working yall better come visit me! lol im out.x's and o's *kisses*

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 01:40:35 GMT

In Loving Memory of the Colombine Highschool victims and families. =(

I just watched the movie "Dawn Anna" on Lifetime and I am now very sad (just like I am after any lifetime movie) Her daughter was one of the students killed in the Colombine shooting. Lauren Townsend, Lu Lu, was the captain of the volleyball team and senior class valedictorian. I went online afterward and did some research on her life and the life of others killed. I want to bring this group called "Rachels Challenge" to our school in which a family talks about highschool violence and gives an assembly of their daughter, Rachels, life. (Rachel was one of the girls killed)

Later xoxo Be Safe

hilarious

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 18:49:25 GMT

the anonymous commenter on michelles LJ is hilarious. all of you should go check that out. Michelles Journal i responded to one of them because i was mentioned and she wrote back, shes very quick. lol, too funny. the best part is, is that she didnt respond to anything i wrote. she responded to anonymous things verifying she is a slut...what a weird one! her name is "sara jizzy" the name itself just cracks me up. rofl. well im off. ill update later. peace

a-ok

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 16:49:32 GMT

live journal is up and running again so thats exciting. yet now i have an anonymous commenter as well as michelle. wtf is up with that shit. w/e i find it funny and not going to stress over it. so go on and comment anonymous dude! lol well im out. peace

so wont you kill me...so i die happy?

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 21:21:43 GMT

-calculus homework
-langley essay (a hard one)
-psychology work due friday
-game tomorrow
-game prevents me from doing hw due friday, tomorrow
-report cards come out friday
-getting a c and a c+
-most likely going to be yelled at
-most likely going to be told i could have done better
-i hate that damn speech
-my sga advisor will no longer be my teacher
-however he will be over seeing us
-wont be over seeing us next year
-a friend is transfering to cypress bay
-dont think ive been an adequate friend to most
-single and lonely
-i want him
-need a job
-need a car
-want moms trust
-dont want to be treated like a little girl
-only a year and a half left...

Be Honest

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 00:37:01 GMT

I was bored and had nothing to write about so have fun =)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

beautiful day

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 22:51:55 GMT

tomorrow school starts up again...sort of excited. w/e now we can all look forward to spring break :)

today me, munchkin and the family went to dania beach. beautiful beach day. me and munchkin mostly laid out and slept, very relaxing. however, what else would make it a perfect beach day other then some sufer boys...holla! lol very cute sight. after that me and munchkin were satisfied with the day. hehe, right danielle?

hmm so outift for school tomorrow....dont know yet. thinking of my new polo shirt from american eagle (white with some pink) and jeans w/ my white and pink k swisses??? hopefully itll look as cute as it sounds. also im going to straighten the hair. =P

well im out. leave some love *hugs and kisses*

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 07:35:14 GMT

tonight me and munchkin went to go see "white noise" whoa! really freaky lol. however the most freaky thing happened before the movie. as we were entering the theater, the cops came and pulled out these 3 girls and said out loud that they were undressing themselves....talk about nasty, eh? well then we went and sat down then all of a sudden were bombarded with these 8th grade guys who just decided to sit next to us. so me and danielle had fun with making them go away. after the movie we were starving so we went to the infamous steak and shake...mmm i love there shakes! after that we came home and watched some vh1 program all about britney spears w/ my mom and now were headed for bed. got to get up early to get to the boca mall =) g'night. xox

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 04:23:07 GMT

got real fucked up last night. i now have a bruise on my elbow, my hip and my knee. never chug anything, you get drunk twice as fast lol.

danielle: incredible nights = an incredible winter break BFF!!! lmao. props to you for the pure genuis quote

im out. im exhausted. night xox

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:15:25 GMT

5 more days of winter break left. heres what i plan to do:

tomorrow- babysit while my mom goes to boca (hopefully), chill with some friends (drinking lol), sleep over munchkins
thursday- do science fair backboard, chill w/ friend john from brazil and his cooper city friends and munchkin
friday- no official plans, maybe go see "white noise"
saturday- beach it up and go to galleria, boca or aventura mall
sunday- gym

plans are not set in stone so if ya wanna chill call me up =)

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 21:30:03 GMT

Lindsay Lohan- Very Last Moment in Time

Time stops for no one
It moves on unaware
Its easy not to notice
Its easy not to care
Conversation circles
Theres money changing hands
Ive been standing in the middle
Ive been caught up in the spin

But out of the confusion
The static and the noise
You got my attention
And made me wanna

Live like its the last moon rising
Scream just like no ones there
Lose all of my defenses
Hold you, touch you love you like
Its the very last moment in time

Its seems like I woke up
Beneath a different sky
And Im drunk on what Im seeing
Through these open eyes
All the little ways you move me
All the places you expose
The illusion I held onto
Youve got me letting go

I just wanna stay here
Soaking up the rain
Falling all around me
Wash the world away

Live like its the last moon rising
Scream just like no ones there
Lose all of my defenses
Hold you, touch you love you like
Its the very last moment in time

Let me feel you next to me
Let me taste the breath you breathe
Open up the space between us

Live like its the last moon rising
Scream just like no ones there
Lose all of my defenses
Hold you, touch you love you like
Its the very last moment in time

Live like its the last moon rising
Scream just like no ones there
Lose all of my defenses
Hold you, touch you love you like
Its the very last moment in time

*lol i was bored and listening to my new cd =)

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 23:52:30 GMT

today was a waste of a day. sat at home and watched tv *shrugs* cant wait to go back to school because we will be playing st. thomas in basketball...think im going to need to look a little cuter then usual for that game. *winks*

sometime this week i want to go see that movie "white noise" looks pretty freaky, boy do i love scary/ suspenseful movies. =) my long time friend john is coming up from brazil for 10 days on jan 6th so ill get to chill with him and his cooper city friends...uh oh. looks like me and munchkin are going to have to check them out as well. being single has its advantages yet its hard when you still really like someone and cant let them go...*tears*

wel im out. this entry just got mushy. xox

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 00:13:08 GMT

hmm well there are rumors about new years eve going around so if anyone has a question about it...ask! ill be more then happy to clear them up for you. however there are also rumors about danielle aka munchkin and josh. again, have any questions...ask! lol nothing else interesting today. been bored and tired. my dogs sick =( nothing else to say.

btw: kissing is not hooking up! unless the kissing goes farther then the mouth.

hello 2005

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 16:55:11 GMT

well its 2005 now. 2004 i will really miss, had some good times. however maybe 2005 will have less drama, never going to happen though so lets forget i said that.

last night i went to munchkins big sis's hotel that she got for us but of course my mom was being a bitch and wouldnt let me sleep out so i couldnt stay in my own suite!!! *screams* w/e we had a lot of shit cuz her sis is 23 so ya...party! later we went to la quinta where josh, ryan, caitlyn, alexis, karl, jason, kristin and off them were cuz josh wanted to see danielle *smiles* then after we went back to my hotel and off i went home at 1:30am *tears* but of course i get a fone call from munchkin at 2:30 saying "omg vicky there are a bunch of weston people here!" turns out this girl kelly brought a bunch of weston/ western boys for me and her yet i not there. *sighs* pretty pissed off about that one! i talked to one n the fone though, sounded interesting. so ya i told danielle to get all of there numbers and we'll chill with them again.

february 26 is my birthday...hmmmm shall i have a HOTEL PARTY! hehe i think i just may. well im out xoxo

HELLO 2005 =)

happy new years eve

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 16:57:53 GMT

so last night i went to jasons house with munchkin and got a lil trashed. it was great. i needed that =) we were all just chillen and drinking and shit. nothing huge. well tonights new years eve. dont know what im going to do. my moms of course being the biggest bitch on letting me out but im still allowed out. just i cant sleep out *tears* but w/e. maybe ill just stay home with munchkin while my parents are out at a party and ill just invite some friends over and have our own little party *winks* we'll see what goes on. well im out. ill update more later. x's and o's!