| summertime |
[03 Jun 2005|01:19pm] |
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its summertime and the livin is easy! lol maybe not easy, but w/e. im doing great though so thats all that counts. later!
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| Love Sucks |
[23 May 2005|11:34pm] |
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so today was a horrible day. if you dont know, me and kevin broke up. for reasons i am still not sure of. kind of out of no where and doesnt really make sense so i have a really big feeling that hes not being totally honest with me but w/e. its hard to sit here and not cry but for some reaosn im somwhat succeeding. yah i have tears but im not going insane right now (right now being key yet most likely i will lay down and try to go to sleep and end up falling asleep after crying a million tears) everyone, friends, coworkers, just everyone keeps telling me that im too nice and i can do so much better and hes stupid and everything. its hard cuz i know i could do better but what if i dont want to do better? idk. everythings relaly confusing right now and i wish i could put words to everything going on in my mind at the moment but i cant. all i can do is cry. i feel helpless to my tears. i know a year from now this may not matter but right now, its everything. i will keep a smile though. i wont let him know what he has done to me. i wont give him that power. if he "loves" me the way he says then he'll come around and realize that he lost something great. (notice the quotation for love) i dont even think i believe in love anymore. LOVE=PAIN and PAIN=TEARS and TEARS SUCK! therefore LOVE SUCKS! w/e i have great friends and im just going to be a good friend to them and try to deal with this. ill give it 2 weeks. im sure he'll end up missing me and maybe then i can turn him down. the thing that scares me the most though is the fact that maybe he wont want me back and wont miss me. then it would be as if i was nothing. this feeling haunts my mind and of course tears start flowing. "i gotta take it though its heartbreaking" -(frankie j- how to deal) im out, cant do this anymore. going to attempt to sleep.
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[19 May 2005|07:35pm] |
Your Seduction Style: The Natural |
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. |
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[19 May 2005|07:31pm] |
Your Deadly Sins
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Envy: 60%
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Sloth: 40%
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Gluttony: 0%
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Greed: 0%
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Lust: 0%
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Pride: 0%
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Wrath: 0%
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Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
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You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths. |
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| scars remind us that the past is real... |
[26 Mar 2005|11:24pm] |
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just found out horrible news about a friend today. (she will remain nameless) i love her and what happenned should never have happened, to her of all people. i dont even know what to write because i am so angry right now. he will pay, i swear it sweeite. he will get it! "my weakness is that i care too much" about you and that is why i am holding back from action by the authority. i cant believe this, its still a shock. i love you and will help you through this in whatever way i can. i love you! i love you! I LOVE YOU!!! i know that wont take back what has happenned but i hope it serves as some comfort. *kisses and hugs*
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[22 Mar 2005|01:24pm] |
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have a lot of spring break work to do and havent even looked at it *sighs* ugh teachers suck the big one!
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| Update |
[15 Mar 2005|06:22pm] |
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Fall Out Boy- Grand Theft Autumn |
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Works going good. Im dating a coworker actually which is pretty fun. His names Kevin and hes amazing <33 Im actually really happy with how my life is going right now. (Even though I have to admit I miss him- not referring to Kevin- every once in a while) However, hes out of the picture. As long as I have his friendship, and to my knowledge I do, Im fine. No pain here =)
Well, within the timespan of the previous entry to this one, I have turned 17 *smiles* So now I can buy a rated R movie ticket!!!! Can you see the sarcasm? *sighs*
Spring Break is soon and I will be working a lot to get that money...I love getting paychecks. Definetly, the highlight of every other Friday (including this one)
I Love Everyone! *kisses and hugs*
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[24 Feb 2005|11:55pm] |
havent updated in a while. heres some highlights:
- started my job at bed bath and beyond. i love it!!!!
- im still in love with the same guy and i think things are going well with that (think is the keyword)
- my birthday is in 2 days. ill be 17
i guess thats it. love you all!
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[22 Jan 2005|06:02pm] |
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prettie rickie & the mavericks- grind on me |
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hey i got a MySpace account. MySpace if you have an account w/ them, feel free to add me. if you dont then feel free to look at my profile just dont expect to do much. you cant post comments or anything unless you have an account and are labled as a "friend". heh so much better than livejournal. ill update though just not as much. later
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[21 Jan 2005|12:08am] |
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jesse mccartney- because you live |
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i love someone, maybe its you? lol
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| big baller- lol adam :P |
[17 Jan 2005|05:00pm] |
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so i went for my 2nd interview today at bed bath and beyond. took a 98 question survey and was scrutinized by this one guy tom about my hours and school etc. *sighs* well who cares about the details all thats important is that i am now currently employed as a cashier at bed bath and beyond. *smiles* tomorrow after school i have to go get a drug test and theyre going to call me when the next training session is. im very excited, cannot wait! when i start working yall better come visit me! lol im out.x's and o's *kisses*
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[16 Jan 2005|08:32pm] |
In Loving Memory of the Colombine Highschool victims and families. =(
I just watched the movie "Dawn Anna" on Lifetime and I am now very sad (just like I am after any lifetime movie) Her daughter was one of the students killed in the Colombine shooting. Lauren Townsend, Lu Lu, was the captain of the volleyball team and senior class valedictorian. I went online afterward and did some research on her life and the life of others killed. I want to bring this group called "Rachels Challenge" to our school in which a family talks about highschool violence and gives an assembly of their daughter, Rachels, life. (Rachel was one of the girls killed)
Later xoxo Be Safe
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[16 Jan 2005|01:46pm] |
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the anonymous commenter on michelles LJ is hilarious. all of you should go check that out. Michelles Journal i responded to one of them because i was mentioned and she wrote back, shes very quick. lol, too funny. the best part is, is that she didnt respond to anything i wrote. she responded to anonymous things verifying she is a slut...what a weird one! her name is "sara jizzy" the name itself just cracks me up. rofl. well im off. ill update later. peace
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| a-ok |
[16 Jan 2005|11:49am] |
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live journal is up and running again so thats exciting. yet now i have an anonymous commenter as well as michelle. wtf is up with that shit. w/e i find it funny and not going to stress over it. so go on and comment anonymous dude! lol well im out. peace
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| so wont you kill me...so i die happy? |
[12 Jan 2005|04:11pm] |
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-calculus homework
-langley essay (a hard one)
-psychology work due friday
-game tomorrow
-game prevents me from doing hw due friday, tomorrow
-report cards come out friday
-getting a c and a c+
-most likely going to be yelled at
-most likely going to be told i could have done better
-i hate that damn speech
-my sga advisor will no longer be my teacher
-however he will be over seeing us
-wont be over seeing us next year
-a friend is transfering to cypress bay
-dont think ive been an adequate friend to most
-single and lonely
-i want him
-need a job
-need a car
-want moms trust
-dont want to be treated like a little girl
-only a year and a half left...
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| Be Honest |
[10 Jan 2005|07:36pm] |
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I was bored and had nothing to write about so have fun =)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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| beautiful day |
[09 Jan 2005|05:39pm] |
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prettie rickie & the mavericks- grind on me |
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tomorrow school starts up again...sort of excited. w/e now we can all look forward to spring break :)
today me, munchkin and the family went to dania beach. beautiful beach day. me and munchkin mostly laid out and slept, very relaxing. however, what else would make it a perfect beach day other then some sufer boys...holla! lol very cute sight. after that me and munchkin were satisfied with the day. hehe, right danielle?
hmm so outift for school tomorrow....dont know yet. thinking of my new polo shirt from american eagle (white with some pink) and jeans w/ my white and pink k swisses??? hopefully itll look as cute as it sounds. also im going to straighten the hair. =P
well im out. leave some love *hugs and kisses*
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[08 Jan 2005|02:28am] |
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tonight me and munchkin went to go see "white noise" whoa! really freaky lol. however the most freaky thing happened before the movie. as we were entering the theater, the cops came and pulled out these 3 girls and said out loud that they were undressing themselves....talk about nasty, eh? well then we went and sat down then all of a sudden were bombarded with these 8th grade guys who just decided to sit next to us. so me and danielle had fun with making them go away. after the movie we were starving so we went to the infamous steak and shake...mmm i love there shakes! after that we came home and watched some vh1 program all about britney spears w/ my mom and now were headed for bed. got to get up early to get to the boca mall =) g'night. xox
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[06 Jan 2005|11:19pm] |
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got real fucked up last night. i now have a bruise on my elbow, my hip and my knee. never chug anything, you get drunk twice as fast lol.
danielle: incredible nights = an incredible winter break BFF!!! lmao. props to you for the pure genuis quote
im out. im exhausted. night xox
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[04 Jan 2005|10:09pm] |
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5 more days of winter break left. heres what i plan to do:
tomorrow- babysit while my mom goes to boca (hopefully), chill with some friends (drinking lol), sleep over munchkins
thursday- do science fair backboard, chill w/ friend john from brazil and his cooper city friends and munchkin
friday- no official plans, maybe go see "white noise"
saturday- beach it up and go to galleria, boca or aventura mall
sunday- gym
plans are not set in stone so if ya wanna chill call me up =)
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